WHITE BAMBOO ALBUM LYRICS

   

White Bamboo Album Lyrics 

  

New York Night

lyrics by Clare Means

music by Clare Means and Michael Starr

 

It was our last night at the Chelsea Hotel,

curtains pulled tight over thin glass doors.

Sirens wail down below but we're locked up 

on the fourth floor.

 

All that's below is a spiral of paint,

all that is above us is a spiral of sky,

all that's between us is all that we're not

and we're giving it all to the New York night.

 

So close your eyes, and hold on tight

and wrap yourself around the New York night.

 

The fan creaks to the bodies below.

Light seeps from under the door.

The key is in the lock from the rush inside

to give it all to the New York night.

 

So close your eyes, and hold on tight

and wrap yourself around the New York night.

 

Sirens wail on 23rd,

drowning out our every word,

but there is nothing left to say.

It's better off this way.

 

So close your eyes, and hold on tight

and wrap yourself around the New York night.

 

 

 

 

Everybody's Room But Mine

by Clare Means

 

Never knew my momma

Never knew my pa

I have four brothers

Never met one

I've lived in everybody's room but mine

I've lived in everybody's room but mine

 

My momma left me

when I was born

She couldn't care for 

a baby boy

Her body filled with poison

she put the needle in

Body filled with cocaine

and heroin

 

 

But don't listen to me

I tell too many lies

don't listen to me

'cause I've lived in everybody's room but mine

 

No one ever listens

I tell too many lies

no one ever looks

I can't look in their eyes

the truth I never hear

the truth I never speak

I trust no one 

no one trusts me

 

But don't listen to me

I tell too many lies

Don't listen to me

'cause I've lived in everybody's room but mine

 

I have four brothers 

never met one

I've had six mothers

never trusted none

Every night I rock myself to sleep

Every night I rock myself to sleep

 

But don't listen to me

I tell too many lies

Don't listen to me

'cause I've lived in everybody's room but mine

 

 


 

 

Snow Angels

by Clare Means 

Dance with me through fields of snow

 follow me far away we'll go

we'll make angels in the snow

  

Skate with me across icy lakes

carving figures with our skates

we'll make angels in the snow 

 

 Skating under colored lights

 Touching through our frostbite

we'll make angels in the snow 

 

 They can have their sun, their heat

 when you're with me there is no need

we'll make angels in the snow 

 

 Skating under colored lights

 Touching through our frostbite

we'll make angels in the snow 

 

 Tell me this will never end

 skating round, holding your hand

we'll make angels in the snow 

 

 Skating under colored lights

 Kissing through our frostbite

we'll make angels in the snow

 

Sipping from your hot cocoa

Lying in our fields of snow

making angels in the snow

making angels in the snow  

 

 

 

Haunt You

 by Clare Means 

 

 You say you don't know me

 who's fault is that?

Been around for 25 years

you ever thought about that? 

Don't regret a single thing

about my childhood 

with you it never would have been

half as good

 

 But you never sent me a birthday card or Christmas greetings too

 you act as though I don't exist

but you know I do...you know I do, you know I do. 

 

 I'm going to haunt you cause you know I do

 I'm going to haunt you, you know it's true

I'm going to haunt you 'cause you know I do

I'm going to haunt you... 

 

 Of the 10 other children none you treated well

 you made their childhood living hell

guess I'm the lucky one missed out on you

guess I am relieved

that that much is true 

 

 But you never sent me a birthday card or Christmas greetings too

 you act as though I don't exist

but you know I do.... You know I do, you know I do

 

 I'm going to haunt you cause you know I do

 I'm going to haunt you, you know it's true

I'm going to haunt you 'cause you know I do

I'm going to haunt you... 

 

 Now you're living with your mail-order bridein the Philippines

 You're living every dirty old man's fantasy 

 

 but you never sent me a birthday card or Christmas greetings too

you act as though I don't exist

but you know I do.... You know I do, you know I do

 

 I'm going to haunt you cause you know I do

 I'm going to haunt you, you know it's true

I'm going to haunt you 'cause you know I do

I'm going to haunt you...

 

 

White Bamboo

by Clare Means

 

Quality Inn room 233

wondering why you left me

light on the wall like white bamboo

feels like China where I am with you

 

China love so foreign and fragile

cut the skin and watch it spill

over your white bamboo

 

Pickup pulls into it's spot

empty cars in a crowded lot

lights through my window, shadows move

lost in this forest of white bamboo

 

China love so foreign and fragile

cut the skin and watch it spill

over your white bamboo

 

Jet-lag dreams rock me awake

your sharp words I cannot shake

the humid night still and blue

writing by the light of the white bamboo

 

China love so foreign and fragile

cut the skin and watch it spill

over your white bamboo

 

The whir of traffic softly plays

lonely cars on a dark highway 

and I can't see a thing that I write

cradled in this bamboo night

 

China love so foreign and fragile

cut the skin and watch it spill

over your white bamboo

 

 

 

Notions of Love

by Clare Means

 

I'll probably never tell you this

I've lied with every kiss

I've lied with every touch

I never did feel that much

 

Don't believe my smile

Don't believe what you hear

Don't believe me whispering

softly in your ear

 

cause I'm...

Swimming in your ocean

but I'm going through the motions

I'm drowning in these notions of love

 

Don't listen to my heartbeat

It doesn't beat for you

Don't count my pulse

You'll find that I am untrue

 

cause I'm...

Swimming in your ocean

but I'm going through the motions

I'm drowning in these notions of love

 

Baby I'm just cold and mean

Maybe I'm just cold and mean

 

cause I'm...

Swimming in your ocean

but I'm going through the motions

I'm drowning in these notions of love

 

Don't listen to my footsteps 

walking by your side

you'll find that they are far behind

from your careless stride

 

And don't feel my breath 

exhale upon your cheek

it's all been a mean and nasty

dirty little trick

 

cause I'm...

Swimming in your ocean

but I'm going through the motions

I'm drowning in these notions of love



Angels of the Freeway

by Clare Means

 

In the city of angels I fly away

There's nothing angelic about it anyway

I'm one of many on this dirty freeway

And I just don't know which exit to take

 

My only friend is this red car

She's promised to take me real far

but her motor would hum without me

she don't care who sits in her seat

 

Taillights blur before me 

A chopper whirs above me

Somewhere below some crime creeps

I sit alone in my bucket seat

 

In the city of angels I fly away

There's nothing angelic about it anyway

I'm one of many on this dirty freeway

And I just don't know which exit to take

 

In the city of pumped and swollen breasts

In the city of poised cigarettes 

the sun will rise in the muddy sky

the dirty air clouds my eyes

 

In the city of angels I fly away

There's nothing angelic about it anyway

I'm one of many on this dirty freeway

And I just don't know which exit to take

 

Through the canyons the traffic turns

I'm one of many this city has spurned

Through the canyons the traffic turns

I'm one of many this city has spurned

 

In the city of angels I fly away

There's nothing angelic about it anyway

I'm one of many on this dirty freeway

And I just don't know which exit to take

 

In the city of angels I fly away

There's nothing angelic about it anyway

I'm one of many on this dirty freeway

And I just don't know which exit to take

 

 

 

Chloe

by Clare Means

 

Remember Chloe,

We built those spaceships

out of batteries and old radios?

 

We flew to the moon and

we flew to the moon and

we flew to the moon and back

and back

 

Stretching out on freshly mowed grass

we watched the clouds pass

orange slices and oreos

in the sun

in the sun

 

Remember Chloe,

We built those spaceships

out of batteries and old radios?

 

We flew to the moon and

we flew to the moon and

we flew to the moon and back

and back

 

Now I waste my days away

with empty men and their empty ways

running circles with tasteless food

Saturdays used to be so good

 

Remember Chloe,

We built those spaceships

out of batteries and old radios?

 

We flew to the moon and

we flew to the moon and

we flew to the moon and back

and back

 



Asbury Park

by Clare Means

 

Hey Mr. Fitzpatrick how does it feel

trapped behind those great big bars

clasping cold steel?

 

Asbury Park misses you

carousel and ferris wheel

Asbury Park misses you

carousel and ferris wheel

 

Remember when you took your first ride?

You never dreamed you end up inside

these walls

 

But you threw your hands around her neck

and squeezed oh so tight

watched her draw her last breath

but the little boy inside remembers...

 

Asbury Park misses you

carousel and ferris wheel

Asbury Park misses you

carousel and ferris wheel

 

No mother or father 

to teach you right from wrong

and crying in that barren cell

you're still alone

 

Asbury Park misses you

carousel and ferris wheel

Asbury Park misses you

carousel and ferris wheel

 

And you see her face

when you close your eyes

and you hear that little boy 

he lurks inside and says...

 

Asbury Park misses you

carousel and ferris wheel

Asbury Park misses you

carousel and ferris wheel

 

 

 

Guitars and Chocolates

by Clare Means

 

Guitars and chocolates and old country songs

and coffee in the morning 

I find my reasons to go on

even though you're long gone

 

I brewed a cup up for you

It's getting cold by me

It's rich and strong but it's working wrong

cause it's not bringing you back to me

 

but I've got...

Guitars and chocolates and old country songs

and coffee in the morning 

I find my reasons to go on

even though you're long gone

 

Yesterday I bought a brand new book

It went to bed with me

and I guess it'll have to do 

since you closed the chapter on me

 

But I've got...

Guitars and chocolates and old country songs

and coffee in the morning 

Oh but these are working wrong

cause they're not bringing you back to me

to me...

to me...

 







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